Annie left for aus already *sobs*. So gonna miss her!! She might not come back in June, so I'll only be seeing her in November or December. That's like in 9/10 months!! =/

You'll always be my bestfriend....

...even if you look as silly as this... =p

..I'll still love you!!!!...hehe *muakz*

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I'm gonna miss you darling!! Take care of yourself ya..and don't forget our e-mail sessions! ;) Love you loaaaddsss!! muahs muahs muahssss!!!

I was just thinking just now. I realise I haven't written Malay or spoken proper Malay for very very long. haha. Kinda miss writing long long essays with Malay bombastic words. Honestly, my Malay use to be way better than my English back in secondary. Come let me try blogging in Malay. haha.

Hari ini saya sangat gembira. Saya tak tahu kenapa tetapi saya asyik senyum =) Mungkin kerana saya dapat meraikan Hari Kekasih dengan Badut saya yang tersayang dan juga kawan-kawan saya yang gila iaitu Chin Sue-Ann dan Yap Li Yheng. Makan malam di rumah sayang bersama dengan papa, mama, abang+kekasih dan adik dia. Mereka semua nampak mesra dan erat, tetapi saya terlalu malu jadi saya duduk diam macam orang bodoh =/ Lepas itu, sayang hantar saya ke Friendster, Damansara Perdana. Pergi jumpa 2 orang kawan gila saya, minum minum sekejap lepas tu pergi Cristros. Minum arak sikit sikit lepas tu balik rumah. Walaupun tak macam 'happening' sangat, tetapi saya amat amat gembira =D

haha, I'm laughing my ass off while typing. I can't go on anymore. It's so silly, dumb and lame!!! haha. My malay is so rotten already. I bet you peeps thinks I'm bullshitting about the 'my Malay is better than English' part up ther. haha. I'm writing like a standard 3 year old kid maybe?..or even worst! haha. Mind me, I'm just damn damn damn bored although I have Mister 'i-think-i'm-so-cute' aka MingWei to entertain me on MSN now. haha. I'll blog again in Malay when I think I've improve =) otherwise no one will understand a single shit I write. hehe.

I'll stop the blogging now.
tAta~
* m u a k z *

wweEEEEeeee~~ it's the day of love, love and nothing but love! =)

Happy Valentines Day to my clowny *muuaacckkss*
Happy Valentines Day to my darling ButtErfLyz!*annie-reen-lynn-liann-yeing-jenai*
Happy Valentines Day to mommie & daddy, grandpa & grandma, aunties & uncles, brothers & cousins, buddies & friends, and to everybody!! hehe =)

I made a photo frame for my clown and also sew him a heart-shaped pillow. I hope he likes it as much as I do. Wait, he better love it..I put in so much effort. hehe. Everything was handmade from the box to card to the photo frame to the pillow. haha. I don't really know what to buy for guys, thats why I usually make something, plus I love crafts! love it love it love it!

Anyways, clowny bought be a watch. I love it but he was quite unhappy about it coz he found out I have a similar one which one of my ex gave me last year. Ex-boyfriend issues I guess, haha. He's just so cuteeee. I absolutely love him!!! *muaacckksss*

Well I'm off to lalaland already. Have a great day =)
tAtA~
* m u a k z *

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I'm bored. And I feel kinda emo, no idea why. Something's wrong with me today and I still can't figure out what. Everything seems normal, and yet I feel like something is missing. I'm going crazy trying to figure out what is wrong with me. All of a sudden I just felt like crying, and I still feel like crying now. I'm weird..or maybe I've been listening to some thailand songs nowadays. They all sound sad, although I don't understand a word they're singing. But it just sound sad..so sad.

Anyways, remember I have like 3 extra tortoises as Christmas gifts?...hmmm...they all died. *sobs* I'm a total failure. I still don't know why they died. I feed them and clean the water. What's wrong eh?..weird. I'm still deciding if I should get another tortoise, just afraid it'll die again. Plus I dunno if my mom will still allow me to rare another one. I've rare 5 tortoise all together and only one survive, the only one that's still healthy as ever =) I love my tortoise. My dad named him 'feichai' coz he is so huge. haha.

I've finally finished uploading all the pictures for my stupid job. Still waiting for my blardee pay. That ass is taking way too long to pay me..I need $$$$$$$$$ I kinda regreted for working this month. Its already 7th, and he hasn't given me my list of outlets. F**cking assss!!! Omg, I hate him so much!

I think I should stop blogging. I'm feeling an angry mood on the way! argh..