I finally handed in my Practice Set and sat through my minor test today. Don't really wanna go in details about that, its very disappointing. I screw it up.

Omg, I just realized like how freaking close my final exams are. Its like in 2 weeks time! I haven't start studying at all, I don't even know what to study. Guess I have to start drawing up my study plans already, haha. I think there's like so much to study this semester, esp. my Corporate Law. I've skipped 4 tutorials in a row, 6 in total. I'm still waiting for my absenteeism letter, but I don't think its coming anymore =) I don't know anything about Corporate Law, same goes to the other subjects also actually. I'm so left behind in my studies, I have not attend much lectures this semester. I feel so useless and lazy and stupid. I feel like I haven't learnt anything at all this whole semester. I feel so bad. But well, there's nothing I can do already. This means I have to work extra hard and study extra hard for my exams. I don't wanna be failing ANY subjects, otherwise I'll be one semester behind. And that means I'll have another 2 years in college! yikes. I wish I was born a smart kid.

Seriously, time flies by like so quickly. I still remember back in high school when I was all worried about college;what I wanted to study and what I want to be in the future. Now, I'm like in university already, not in my first year but in my second year! And I'll be graduating in like one and half years! Damn fast! And I'm soon gonna be officially 20 =/ uh-oh...no more teenss. That's the most scariest part, looking at your age adding up year by year. Shit. I don't wanna grow old. Its damn scary.

Oh and recently I've been hesitating about me being an accountant in the future. I don't think I can make it as an accountant, I suck at it. Even though I love working with numbers (yes I'm weird!) but I don't think I'm an accountant material or any other accounting-related jobs. That's really sad, its like for God-knows-how-many-years I've always wanted to do accounting, always wanted to be an accountant, now it might not come true. I really really suck at it. I talked to my mom about it. The moment I opened my mouth and said "Ma, I don't think I wanna be accountant already, I cannot make it la..damn tough", her face went =O .."Harr??..Then now what??" I just kept quite and walked away. I didn't know what to answer her because I don't wanna do anything else besides accounting and I don't wanna do accounting. Right, I might as well jump off the building and stop studying!haha I think she was quite surprise, or maybe dissaponted because even when I was in high school, form4 I think, I already made my mind I wanna do accounts and that haven't changed at all, till now. I'm really freaking out lor, I really scared I cannot make it lor. I don't have the confidence I once had anymore. But seriously, I think I sucked at accounting. Help?...I feel like a lost child.

Okay lar, I've got myself a lil bit emotional already. Better stop blogging. Oh, and do excuse my previous post. Its just some minor moodswings of mine. hehe.
nitey nyts!

tAta~
* m u a k z *

omg, my mood is so fucking screwed.
I just feel like screaming my lungs out!
ArGHHHH!!!
God I hate this!
I wish I had a punching bag with me.
I wish I had someone here for me to bite.
I wanna whack something, kill anything, punch everything, kick everything!!
argh!
dammit!
fuck.

Handed in my last assigment for this semester today! *yAY* hehe. But I still got a freaking thick practice set to hand in and a minor test next Monday. After that will we my FINALS =/ dooms day! Have to start studying already..no more chilling chilling..

Went up Fraser Hills with clowny and his friends last Friday. Stayed there for a night. That place was really nice, we stayed in a bungalow with 5 rooms. The view there is awesome! We reached there just in time for lunch and I spent the rest of the afternoon mahjong-ing =D Thank God there was mahjong kaki-s there otherwise I'll be bored to death! Clowny practically slept through the whole entire trip =/ certified pig!*shakes head* The night was good, drinking sessions! hehe. I got really tipsy =p The company was awesome, all damn gila-gila. Sadly I can't load any pictures up yet as I don't have to camera cable with me. Pictures will be posted up soon. All in all, the trip was great minus the fact that I got bitten like crazy by God-knows-what-insects. Currently, I have 16 insect bites on my leg and its damn blardy itchy! I can't wait for all of it to go away, its real irritating and I'm scratching like a monkey everyday!!! I can't wear shorts or skirts *sobs*

Annie called just now *jumps around like crazy* haha. I was so happy to hear her voice!! i missed her so much!!.. DARLING!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!! =) Damn sad, end of the year only can see you, seriously a long way more. Can't wait..can't wait....

Anyways, I damn the malas wanna blog edi. Tak tau wanna crap what summore..hheehe. I'm going lalaland in a while already, got class tomorrow as usual =( I really can't wait to graduate and bum around!! Yes, I'll be bumming around for awhile before I start looking for jobs! Have to have a lil bit of fun and some stress-free sessions before I start working! =p hehe.

I love my clowny *muahhzz* =D
(i just got off the phone with him,so..feeling a lil love rigght now =p haha)

nyts peeps!
tAtA~
* m u a k z *

Well I haven't had to mood to blog lately, that explains why I haven't been updating it for quite some time.

I'm in quite a hyper mood minus the fact that I have a freaking Corporate Law test later at 4:30 =/ I think I'm quite prepared, been studying over the weekend. Its kinda sad coz all I did was study study study. But I did get out of the house on Sunday for yum-cha/gossip sessions with a bunch of friends. The outing was mainly because the Gossip-Queen is back! hahaha. She can really tell 97824794773924 stories of anyone and everyone! haha. Good to have her back, she keeps me entertained =)

Clowny was away last weekend, that actually contributed to my study study study. He wasn't around to distract me =p haha He was in Penang for Dota competition, I think. Some gaming competition la. Sadly, his team did not win but got 3rd. But he's cool with it. Its good to have him back, I missed him so much even though he was only away for two days. Yes yes, I'm quite clingy! =p haha.

I have a presentation coming up this Thursday, thank God its only 5mins! =D Honestly, I'm looking forward to it..mostly coz I'll be talking about Malaysia's inflation rate which if it wasn't because of this presentation, I would not know. So its something 'big' to me coz a girl like me will never wanna know anything about the world's business thingys or whatever it is. Its boring. Seriously, I think I should start reading the Biz Section in the newspaper. Its pretty useful, according to my mom.

Anyways, I have to head to college soon. I've got a tutorial at 2:30. I'll be back soon for more updates =p

tAtA~
* m u a k z *